Crew Member Discloses Depression After ‘Tsunami of Backlash After Historic Trip
A Vietnamese-American astronaut has publicly detailed her struggle with mental health after enduring a “tsunami of harassment” in the aftermath of a landmark journey to the edge of space.
The 34-year-old activist – recognized as a researcher and activist – was part of the short-duration mission in April, which also carried well-known figures.
The high-profile flight was heavily criticized by some, who challenged its value and carbon footprint.
Reflecting on the ordeal, the astronaut, who was celebrated as the first Vietnamese woman in space, stated the intense backlash buried her dreams under an “avalanche of misogyny”.
“I explained the depression could persist for a long time,” she recounted in a public message, recalling a supportive conversation from a mission companion in the period after the journey.
She described the press attention and digital reaction as an barrage beyond typical human coping.
“For a full week, I was bedridden and couldn't leave my Texas location,” she wrote. “A month later… I had to hang up… because I could not speak through my tears.”
Overshadowed by Sexism
Ms. Nguyen, who has dedicated her work to female health science and conducted tests during the mission, said everything she had worked for – including her scientific research and astronaut training to the historic significance of her background – was buried under the avalanche of misogyny.
She is best known for her tireless campaigning protecting the rights of sexual assault survivors.
Her own goal of reaching space was paused after an attack during her university years, leading to a protracted legal battle.
A Path to Recovery
In the time since fulfilling her dream, she noted the heaviest sorrow is beginning to clear, and she expressed gratitude the well-wishers whose messages of encouragement were her lifeline. “You all saved me,” she affirmed.
She concluded that despite the negativity, considerable good had emerged from the experience, such as spotlight on her scientific work and chances to influence leaders.
About the Mission
The computer-piloted New Shepard rocket lifted off from Texas in the spring, carrying the all-female team on a 11-minute journey that passed the edge of outer space.
The diverse crew also featured accomplished professionals from different industries.
The company behind the mission is a private space firm launched by a Amazon founder.
